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hhahahahaahahah wow i was pretty sweet.
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[13 Apr 2006|02:28pm] |
were done for good this time i dont know how many times ive said that but i know this time im going to try to be strong against him i have no other choice in the past two weeks ive gotten so lost in myself i dont even know who i am anymore i did coke i said i would never do that anyways, im im san clemente right now and its good to be away but im sooo sad and its really hard to ignore his calls and tell him that i have to be alone especially because its me leaving him this time and im the only good thing in his life two years of this has taken its toll on me and i cant take it anymore i know i sound pathetic and i am but i dont care anymore this is my truth and i dont care who sees it
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[20 Mar 2006|09:54pm] |
im so sorry to everyone i fucked over and to every single friend ive lost ive been really lame and im owning up to all of it. im sorry ive made promises i cant keep for some reason and i swear i miss you so much. its just my head is really fucked up and im working on not being so anti social. i know this is just another stupid apology that probably doesnt mean anything anymore, but its really the truth. im sorry everything is so much more complicated that it used to be.
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[28 Jan 2006|08:13pm] |
i have a new person to occupy my mind. and hes half asian. hahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahaha oh god.
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[10 Jan 2006|08:01pm] |
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youre so much like the other man who has left me. the only difference is, my dad left so long ago i got used to not having him around and i wont rationalize his mistakes. ill feel better tomorrow and when you ask me how i am, ill tell you im fine.
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[15 Nov 2005|04:06am] |
the longer that i wait the more selfish i get you seem like you'd be a good dad.
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[30 Oct 2005|06:15pm] |
why do you suck so fucking much? casey, i love you.
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[26 Oct 2005|01:23pm] |
i'd like to write something here but i have nothing to say. this isnt supposed to sound sad and deep i really just have nothing to say. nothing's been happening really lots of casey lots of garage sales lots of hermosa eww. im 16. two days ago. thats about it.
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| TTTTTTRACY |
[14 Sep 2005|09:56am] |
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THIRTEEN THINGS YOU LOVE: 1. friends 2. family 3. music 4. clio! 5. jonathon the fish RIP 6. joss stone 7. kevin bash 8. d-land 9. rondy 10. movies 11. babies 12. kids 13. bike rides
TWELVE MOVIES: (not in any order) 1. the virgin suicides 2. MASK! 3. the exorcist 4. beetlejuice 5. the wizard of oz 6. great expectations 7. cruel intentions 8. finding nemo 9. edward scissor hands 10. teen witch! 11. captain ron 12. i am sam
ELEVEN GOOD BANDS: (currently listening to) 1. the microphones 2. rilooooo 3. mirah 4. pavement 5. arcade fire 5. the faint 6. beck 7. led zeppelin 8. gwen stefani 9. hilary duff duh 10. black eyed peas 11. g unit
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU: 1. short legs 2. ill drive anywhere, just for the car ride 3. im needy 4. i quit smoking 5. uh i get frustrated easily 6. im scared of horses 7. im scared of the dark and getting posessed by the devil 8. so i take nyquil to sleep 9. or i wake my mom up to sleep with me 10. i bought a night light (that was all one story)
NINE GOOD FRIENDS: 1. caseyyy 2. jessica 3. carrie 4. thomas 5. mitchell 6. phil 7. my sister 8. my boyfriend 9. im a loner?
EIGHT FAVORITE FOODS/DRINKS: 1. pastaaaa 2. taco bell... anything from taco bell hahah tracy, yeah same 3. water 4. iced tea 5. diet coke 6. honeycomb 7. string cheese 8. top ramen
SEVEN THINGS YOU WEAR DAILY: 1. bra 2. shirt 3. jeans or skirt 4. or indie shorts 5. make up 6. deodorant 7. some kind of perfume because i waer way too much
SIX THINGS THAT YOU HATE: 1. nicole pagnini! (tracy's answer [sluts] mad me think of her) 2. my mom when she drinks too much 3. the dentist 4. my dad 5. drama 6. people who tell me about pointless drama
FIVE THINGS YOU DO DAILY: 1. brush my teeth 2. perv out 3. watch tv 4. see/ talk to casey 5. see/ talk to drew
FOUR TELEVISION SHOWS YOU WATCH: 1. laguna beach 2. gilmore girls 3. anything discovery health channel 4. miami ink
THREE THINGS YOU WANT: 1. a car and a liscense 2. a job 3. to move out
TWO THINGS YOU SAY OFTEN: 1. JERK 2. IDIOT
ONE PERSON YOU COULD SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH: um casey because she knows when to go away and vise versa
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| de charlie |
[07 Sep 2005|11:45am] |
i know you're all curious...
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[18 Aug 2005|10:35pm] |
i havent been on livejournal in a reallllly long time. i think things are getting better. i finally got to go fielding with thomas and drew♥
 thomas is indie

 drew is scene
 and he picks me flowers. yay!
 also, i miss my best friends soooooo much how could you deny those faces?
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[23 Jul 2005|08:01pm] |
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my livejournal name thingy is so lame. i guesss i thought i'd be cool like a year ago when i started this thing. mreh. in other news, i love my sister so much.

and old boyfriends with massive erections and intense jamies are cool too.
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[15 Jul 2005|09:31pm] |
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[11 Jul 2005|08:35pm] |
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things have gone terribly this summer. im over it.
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| no fair |
[06 Jul 2005|12:09pm] |
ive had really really bad stomch pains for the past 4 days. nothing helps. kaiser's urgent care is bullshit. i think im going to the emergency room. no one knows whats wrong with me. ouchhh is for drawing blood. my eyes have turned yellow. someone come nurse me back to health or at least tell me you love me before i die. haha. but really. im scared, but i'll live right guys? edit;;; thomas nursed me back to health. well...not quite..im still dying. but yes he made me toast and gave me like 48378946 cds which i am very very very happy about.
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i found the real rocky dennis!

Birth: 1964 Death: 1980 He was born with the rare disease, craniodiaphyseal dysplasia, which causes calcium to accumulate on the skull and makes the head grow to twice its normal size. The movie "Mask" was about him. Burial: Donated to medical science Specifically: Body donated to UCLA medical research.
why would rusty donate his body to science? she must have been hiting the crack pipe again. darn it. oh yeah, RD looks kind of ethnic? I dont think anyone besides jess, dee, pat, or thomas will understand this post whatsoever.
"calcium, my pal calcium"
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